You worry so much about me that I think if you were looking at these things
-- aside from the generally awful feeling that comes with seeing our people
like this -- you'd be distressed. I can't in good conscience hand something
like that to you to give myself some relief. I don't want to cause you that
kind of pain. I think you're right that we should just stop engaging, and
that's my plan. So will you do that with me? I just don't want to watch you
suffer.
We just kept misinterpreting each other and getting defensive. I don't think we're meant to be best pals. Sorry if that makes Thanksgiving awkward or something.
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Date: 2019-05-17 02:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 02:30 am (UTC)I'm not so sure.
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Date: 2019-05-17 02:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 02:36 am (UTC)Oliver.
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Date: 2019-05-17 02:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 02:40 am (UTC)Hey.
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Date: 2019-05-17 02:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 02:44 am (UTC)I'm not brushing off your help.
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Date: 2019-05-17 02:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 03:00 am (UTC)You worry so much about me that I think if you were looking at these things -- aside from the generally awful feeling that comes with seeing our people like this -- you'd be distressed. I can't in good conscience hand something like that to you to give myself some relief. I don't want to cause you that kind of pain. I think you're right that we should just stop engaging, and that's my plan. So will you do that with me? I just don't want to watch you suffer.
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Date: 2019-05-17 03:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 03:10 am (UTC)It's okay! I'm here with you, I hear you. What's going on with Seth?
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Date: 2019-05-17 03:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 03:18 am (UTC)You're describing me and Alex, basically. It'll be fine. Maybe you're like magnets, you speedsters repel each other.
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Date: 2019-05-17 03:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 03:23 am (UTC)I love you too, very very much. And I think I understand you. I'll always try to.
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Date: 2019-05-17 03:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 03:32 am (UTC)Grammatically, I can't give you more than two, but my heart is full of verys.
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Date: 2019-05-17 03:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 03:49 am (UTC)Let's keep it that way.
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Date: 2019-05-17 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 04:26 am (UTC)For the rest of your life, you said.
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Date: 2019-05-17 04:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-05-17 04:50 am (UTC)Did I promise you the same? Because I am right now.
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