You worry so much about me that I think if you were looking at these things -- aside from the generally awful feeling that comes with seeing our people like this -- you'd be distressed. I can't in good conscience hand something like that to you to give myself some relief. I don't want to cause you that kind of pain. I think you're right that we should just stop engaging, and that's my plan. So will you do that with me? I just don't want to watch you suffer.