Most of us have made mistakes and hurt people, Scott. We see and face so much that it'd almost be impossible not to break, do terrible things, either to ourselves or others. I hate that it's true, but it is. I've been there too. I can't speak for how my own transgressions scale out, but your good vastly overwhelms any bad. I could never look at you and not see a good man, even when I was being a jerk and poking at your insecurities.